Dec 172004
 

Sometimes, when I sit back and think about the business I’m planning on starting, I get scared. I am afraid the skills I’m offering people aren’t developed enough to be worthwhile to anyone. I’m afraid I don’t have what it takes to make it. I fear I don’t have the discipline to stay to the task at hand -even when the stakes are high. Am I really wired to own my own business? I guess we’ll find out…

The truth of the matter is that I HAVE to be wired to own my own business! I may not be disciplined enough now but I’m going to learn how. I may not think I have the skills needed but people are still coming to me and asking for my help -and I’m not even marketing myself. I guess the fears are not that well founded -but they are still there none-the-less. I guess I’m just going to have to face them head on. I’ve already started the process going and will be taking my Wednesdays off to work the business starting next week. I better make it count because I’m making a fairly large sacrifice of my daily time to get my Wednesdays off…

Oh well. Just thought I’d vomit out what’s been in the back of my mind lately.