Feb 082005
 

I’m 34 years old now. Yet sometimes I feel like I’m still just a 14 year old kid that just gets to do grown-up things from time to time. I remember last night having to drive to the local grocery store to pick up a few small things and the feeling came over me:

“Isn’t it great that I get to drive a car?! I can just go wherever I want to!”

–I feel like I’m still just a little kid living inside my “mature” body. I guess sometimes the “adult” things that we all do and take for granted still seem like some sort of special privilege and I actually don’t deserve to have. Anyone else think like this sometimes or am I just crazy?