Music

Nov 302004
 

It dipped below 20 degrees last night! That’s cold for Southern California. My pipes froze in the master bedroom and had to take a shower in the guest bathroom this morning. A friend turned me on to this hilarious website http://www.lostfrog.org. I think I’m going to try and make a new image for their collection!

I’m excited about tonight. I get to meet with a retirement planner from State Farm and am hoping to better be able to plan out my financial goals for the next 30 years.

Last night was pretty awesome. My wife made me my favorite Guatemalan dinner and we had a ton of friends over to celebrate my birthday. It’s kinda’ funny, we had more women over than men (mostly all married of course). It was never like this for me when I was single! Lots of kids too. Thanks to all that came and all that have emailed and called me wishing me a happy 34th. I surely needed it.

Just got Gwen Stefani’s new album “Love Angel Music Baby”

My sister-in-law requested it and I’m pleasantly surprised at how much I like it. It’s pop-like beats sure do make the day go by fast when I’ve got a lot of work to jam out. Thanks Zully!

Nov 292004
 

Man it’s cold! I heard it got down to the 20’s here in town last night. Glad we now have a furnace in the house! This would have been a horrible night to survive if all we had were 3 electric space heaters (like we had the past 2 winters).

Found a couple new albums that I’m really enjoying as of late:

William Shatner – “Has Been”
Wow did this album come out of the blue! I heard the track “Common People” while driving home last night and was blown away to hear that this is from William Shatner. His lyrics are so hard hitting and the collaborative music used is perfect. He speaks from his heart on issues that are strong with him. One of the songs towards the end talks about how many people ask him how he’d fix the world if he could (considering the fact that he’s saved the world in a couple of movies). He just says, “Hey! I’m just an entertainer! Nothing more.”


Muse – “Absolution”
Couldn’t quite peg this band when I first listened to them. Turns out, I’ve already heard a couple of these tracks without knowing who they were. Sounds like a fusion between Radiohead and Nine Inch Nails. Vocals of pain and passion with a strong metal and electronic musical background. Intense!

Nov 242004
 

I’m still weeping like a baby when I play this album! I can’t stop playing it and I can’t stop crying. I thought I might get “cried out” or something after yesterday but I was wrong. I’m pretty sure it’s their mystical melodies and production but their lyrics are also hard-hitting. This will be an instant classic/masterpiece. I’m not just going to buy their CD, I’m buying the collectors edition that has the DVD. Amazon has it here for $32 with free shipping. That’s worth it to me.

I’m also tempted to get “The Complete U2,” a digital box set from Apple but I’m not sure if I’ll be able to convert the media into pure MP3’s with too much difficulty. Here’s what Apple’s offering with the purchase:

“The Complete U2,” a digital box set containing 446 songs, including their iTunes-exclusive latest album, “How to Dismantle an Atomic Bomb;” all the group’s previous albums, more than 100 rare live cuts, remixes, covers, demos, and b-sides; and 40 previously unreleased tracks. The boxset also packs a digital booklet (PDF) containing album art, track listings, and band commentary.

I’ve been told that the package is $140 and I’m strongly considering it. Eventhough I already have pretty much every U2 CD there is, I just want the unreleased stuff! Ok, not on to the album review:

1 – Vertigo: An instant hit. Actually my first impression of this song was that it was just their obligatory “pop” tune so that they’d get some airtime but the more I play it, the more I like it -especially on my headphones turned up loud!

2 – Miracle Drug: Boy did this next song surprise me when it came up. I wasn’t expecting to get mellow right away on the ablum but it turns out most of the album is this way. You can start hearing a lot of their original sound start to come back and the chorus starts showing off their use of the hammer dulcimer (more of that on another track too). The base is poping on the chorus too. I think the message is summed up in these lyrics: “I’ve had enough of romantic love, I’d give it up for a miracle drug”

3 – Sometimes You Can’t Make It on Your Own: Oh man can I cry when I play this song. It reminds me a lot of their song “One” or “So Cruel” or “Stay (Faraway, So Close!)”. I often wonder if anyone else is as affected by these incredibly sad and passionate songs as me. I now feel a bit hypocritical about making so much fun of “chick flicks”. I would always state that women just like to cry -that’s the appleal. But now I realize that I’m the same way -only towards music.

4 – Love And Peace Or Else: A rockin’ jam of a song that’s pretty upbeat.

5 – City Of Blinding Lights: OMG! I can’t get this song out of my head!!! The use of hammer dulcimers is just amazing. I would have never thought of them used this way but their the perfect sound. The chorus is so energetic that my heart races everytime I hear it. I can’t wait to hear what the DJ’s will do with this song in a remix! Also gotta love that walking bass.

6 – All Because of You: Ehh. An ok song. Still good -just not on par with most of the other tunes in this album. Upbeat and rockin to be sure though!

7 – A Man And A Woman: Great acoustic work here! I also have noticed a lot more acoustic guitar strumming throughout this album but it’s especially well heard here. This is a dreamy floating semi-mellow song that will just drift you off into the air!

8 – Crumbs From Your Table: Classic styling melody and lyrics for U2. Would not have been out of place on just about any previous album -but it reminds me a lot of Actung Baby’s style the most.

9 – One Step Closer: Hopefully this one will grow on me. In the mean time, I’m borred by it -but I think it’s because most of the other tunes are so upbeat. The production of this tune resembles a lot of Joshua Tree -and especially the work of Brian Eno (who produced Joshua Tree) and his own album Apollo back in the early 70’s

10 – Original of the Species: Another tune that just won’t leave my head. Similar feeling to “All I Want Is You” in that it starts quietly and builds up to a very produced sound. I will definitely be learning this song on the piano soon. Strong highs and incredibly soft quiet parts (the even start sneaking in more acoustic guitar again -in places I wouldn’t have expected). Shear musical perfection.

11 – Yahweh: Another tune that would have fit on the Joshua Tree album perfectly. Great message and timeless melody.

I’ve heard that there’s a 12th track called “Fast Cars” that I don’t have at the moment. I’ll be searching for that one this weekend. Hope someone enjoys this review!

Nov 232004
 

I can’t say that I know completely what it is about their music that sturs my emotions so much but I’m just a weeping baby when I listen to their new CD! I think the more I play it I’ll eventually get it though my system but it ain’t happening. I think it’s just the raw passion that comes through in the music. The lyrics, the bono’s vocals, that good ‘ole airy guitar rif, it all adds up to me weeping at my desk with my headphones on praying that no one notices me! I’m prepared to say that my eyes are just irritated but I doubt anyone would believe me. I’ve got a few other new albums to listen to but I just can’t stop playing this one!

Actually today was a good day. Got to work on time carpooling with the boss. The work they have me doing is great. I’ve got about a weeks worth of solid CAD drafting ahead of me and I love it. They all thought I’d balk at the notion of that much work being dropped on my desk but I just love grinding through all that mess. Just put on my headphones, some good tunes, and start CAD drafting like a fiend! I could surely go for more days like today. Everyone thinks I’d be starting to get bored of it by now (being that this is my 2nd day doing this work) but I’m actually loving it. I sure will miss it when I’m done…

Nov 182004
 


I recently got an advanced copy of U2’s new release “How To Dismantle An Atomic Bomb”. I must be busy ’cause I sat on the disk for a couple of days before getting around to listening to it. U2 has got to be one of my most favorite bands and for me to not cling to the CD with both hands and run to the player immediately is beyond me. From what I’ve heard, U2 decided to produce this album on their own -and get back to the roots of their original sound. I have to admit after playing the album many times now, they sure hit the target there! This album is just incredible!!! “Vertigo” seems to be their flagship tune but I see it more as their one “mainstream” tune so they’ll at least appeal to the Top-40 crowd while the rest of the album is pure musical gold.

Nov 112004
 

I’ve actually neglected to list some of my recent musical acquisitions and thought now would be a good time to do so:

Thomas Dolby – The Flat Earth (1984)
Underworld – Anthology 1992-2002 (2004)
The Who – Quadrophenia (1973)
Mr. Bungle – California (1999)
Mr. Bungle – Disco Volante
Ministry – Side Trax (2004)
Megadeath – Peace Sells…But Who’s Buying
Megadeath – So Far So Good…So What
Anthrax – The Greater Of Two Evils (2004)
Eminem – Encore (2004)
Groove Armada – The Remixes (2000)
Joy Division – Closer (1980)
Level 42 – Level Best (1989)
Robert Plant – Fate of the Nations (1993)
U2 – How to Dismantle an Atomic Bomb (2004)
Velvet Revolver – Contraband (2004)
Yeah Yeah Yeahs – Forever To Tell (2003)

I’ve been pretty happy with most every CD so far (and that’s fairly rare). Underworld was just an absolute shocker to find. This is the kind of music I can lose weight to.

Nov 112004
 

I finally got hold of a new copy of one of my favorite albums of all time: Thomas Dolby – The Flat Earth (1984). I hadn’t actually listened to most of this album on sooo long -and I used to play the tape nearly every day through middle school. The lyrics didn’t mean as much to me as they do now but the songs still move me emotionally just as they did 20 years ago! Here’s a sample:

I Scare Myself
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I scare myself just thinking about you
I scare myself when I’m without you
I scare myself the moment that you’re going
I scare myself when I let my thoughts run
and when they’re running
I keep thinking of you
and when they’re running
what can I do?

I scare myself, and I don’t mean lightly
I scare myself, it can get frightening
I scare myself, to think what I could do
I scare myself — it’s some kind of voodoo…
and with that voodoo
I keep thinking of you
and with that voodoo
what can I do?

but it’s so so very different when we’re together
and I’m so so much calmer; I feel better
’cause the stars already crossed our paths forever
and the sooner that you realise it the better
and then I’ll be with you and I won’t scare myself
and I’ll know what to do and I won’t scare myself
and my thoughts will run and I won’t scare myself
and I’ll think of you and I won’t scare myself

Mulu The Rain Forest
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If I’m not sleeping
it’s because I’m frightened
of what I might find
behind the curtain
there is a signal
there is a warning
I will not heed them
until I hear the morning dew
that trickles down my window
Mulu — the people of the rain forest
believe in dreamtime
real time inverted
along a faultline
below the surface
there is a sequence
there is a reason
for all the nightmares
all this mayhem
Mulu — the changes came before he knew —
the keeper of the rain forest…

Talk to me Mulu
Speak to me Mulu
Walk with me Mulu
Reach for me Mulu

Mulu — the waters came before he know
the prisoner of the rain forest

Sep 282004
 

I was listening to some old Men Without Hats music this morning and one of the songs just hit me hard. I can’t say it brought back memories as much as it brought back old feelings -not necessarily emotions of some old relationship or anything. Just the feeling of being back in time to when I was getting ready to leave home for collage and I knew I would never live here again. I remember the excitement and sadness. The feeling that things would never be the same -for better or worse. I remember playing this album on my record player over and over sitting in the basement of my parents house where my bedroom was (‘corse this was well before my music collecting obsession got started).

I think it’s got to be one of the most difficult things: putting a good song together. Someone has just written some incredible poetic rant like this one below and you have to find just the right melodic tune to go with it. For years I can remember listening only to the music of this song -never the lyrics. Now here I am more than 15 years later finally listening to the lyrics. They both do the exact same thing to me -and that’s incredible. I pray that some day I’ll have the inspiration to do someone’s poems right this way. Here’s the song’s lyrics I was pondering on…

I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES – MEN WITHOUT HATS
By your leave, I think that I’ll be going now
I think I’ve stayed a little long
I looked up all my mother’s recipes
I can’t think what I did wrong

We go to a restaurant, but you don’t like wine
You say it’s love you want, but there is no time
I realize, I can see it in your eyes
You keep staring at the floor

I used to look at your school photographs
But I don’t have them anymore
I wonder who’s in my old college rooms
Or stuck on my old locker door

I dream of the ships at sea, on a stormy night
I wish that it was me, but I wake in fright
I realize, I can see it in your eyes
I’ve only got myself to blame

Winter kisses when your lips were blue
Like chasing wild geese in the snow
Pressing faces on the window panes
But that’s a long long time ago

We go to a restaurant
You say it’s love you want
I realize, I can see it in your eyes
You’re moving on to something more

Sep 142004
 

OMG am I a happy camper! My house is closed up to the outside dust and bugs, my computers and nice and cool now, I can run my $700 air purifier and know that it will stay clean! Life is good. Now everything is sooo quite at home ’cause there isn’t a bunch of fans running in the background all the time. My cieling fan isn’t running day and night so we can use the light switch to actually turn on a linght in the bedroom! Little things like this that make me smile…

Thanx to BitTorrent, I now have the entire Primus discography. This also makes me smile…Redneck rock. nice.

Sep 132004
 

“Everything I’ve Known”

Away, I see it’s going down
Today, Hoping in time,
Will bury all this pain
And will awake something inside

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
then we fight

Hey, I know, feels like I lost everything
That I’ve known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything that I’ve known

Our lives, were good in everyway
Too late, time after time
Our love just turned to hate
but we stayed by each others side

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
then we fight

Hey, I know, feels like I lost everything
That I’ve known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything that I’ve known

I keep holding on, I feel I’m where I belong
Everytime time we fight, it feels so wrong
I feel so enslaved fuck my pride
Then we meet again

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
then we fight

Hey, I know, feels like I lost everything
That I’ve known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything that I’ve known

I’ve been through and counseled marriges just like this one. Such intense emotion here! Seeing love turn to hate is something I see so often when communication breaks down and there is no outside input in the relationship. Sad.

“Did My Time”

Realized I can never win
Sometimes I feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin
My mind is laughing at me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren’t we suppose to be the same
That’s why I will never tame
This thing that’s burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn’t last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Sometimes I can never tell
If I’ve got something after me
That’s why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren’t we suppose to be the same
That’s why I will never tame
This thing that’s burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn’t last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Betrayed
I feel so enslaved
I really Tried…

Another very intesnly emotional tune. I have been working with a friend that so sounds like this. His anger is changing him into a monster. What’s sad is that his family -his wife and children- are on the receiving end of it. I don’t know if hearing these lyrics or this song would do anything for him but maybe he’ll see that there are others out there with his strong emotions…